I'm not one to start drama or complain, bitch or what have you. I'm just your average high schooler, maybe a little on the geeky side.Anyway the point is I feel like I'v beem stabbed in the back by a girl that I really like at my school. This is the story:

It all started about a year ago, Gnat (as she will be come to be know through out this narrative) had one of her friends tell me that she like me and at first I didn't really know who she was and was a little slow to react. So the thing is she invited me to her birthday party a few weeks later and I was all pumped up to ask her out, I bought her some jewlery. The plan was that she was going to open the box and see the necklace and earings and while she admired them I would ask her out... Thats how it played threw my head anyway, this is how it really happened: A little before she opened her presents she introduced me to her boyfriend and I was crushed and just chalked it up to my shyness and hesitation. End chapter 1.

Chapter two begins a few months later when our protagonist is met at the mall by said Gnat and this is how it went: She told me that she had broken up with her boyfriend and I comforted her and asked her to the military ball (I'm in ROTC by the way). She seemed really happy and I thought this was the momment I had been waiting for for three or four months, well it wasn't. On monday morning I was greeted to the site of Gnat kissing her new boyfriend. I sighed and with a heavy heart gave that one up to me not being clear.

Fast forward again a few months to summer. I heard that Gnat and her boyfriend had broken up from an unreliable source. So I capatolized, not wanting to make any mistakes and be a little more direct, I invited her to a movie and she came. During one of the movie's more intense momments I put my arm around her and she looked at me and smiled and I felt so happy. I again thought that I had finaly gotten the girl. Wrong again!

The next day I get a call from Gnat called me and said that she was concerned that I was putting the moves on her when I knew that she had a boyfriend... I felt like a real horse's ass when she said that... But during the course of the conversation she asked the questions that have a major effect on my story. "Do you still like me? And would you date me if you had the chance?" Ofcourse I answered, "Yes!" Then she asked, "Would you wait for me?" I don't know what I was thinking but this was my response, "Yes!"

Months pass and she finaly breaks up with her boyfriend and I found out about it yesterday and before I can even act and ask her out she has yet another boyfriend! This wouldn't bother me so much if she wasn't going out with a distgusting pervert. She noticed this guy threw obscene text messages that I had the extreme misfortune to gaze upon, "I love you Gnat! Now let me fuck you in the ass!", "I want to mount you and fuck you like an animal!" Nothing says I love you like "I want you to suck my cock."

I don't know what to do. I feel like a fool for all of this, I look back and it's all been a waste of time. I was just about to move on when this happened, then I get dragged back in and then stabbed in the back.